My every hope had seemed to die
i even had no more tears to cry
but then i thought of you

I AM A MF


< 9 45 Am >
I can't take it anymore...                  i can admit...                       but theres no point...                     it's not the right thing to even think of.              every time i let it out and i am free?                 it starts to jail me again.                everytime, just have to lie though it.              and pretend it didn't happen.                                    nothing and noone has heard of it, no one and ntothing will hear of it...             sigh....

just sumthin i wanted

<4 23 Pm>

YES I AM OFF FOR THE WEEKEND FUN FUN FUN! XD. so tired tho

<9 29>

I feel pretty good about my self after coming back home. i ono what came over me, i didn't care if i died or w.e. i was happy lol well not happy but joyful. walking home alone like a happy kid like 5 years old =D. i came home and it didn't take 3 mins to turn it all around. i have this feeling and i want you to know. i ono whats happening i wanna get things straight. i don't have the courage to talk to you about this becuase i realized all these things... i ono my heart i am all confused. kept on asking why. why this why that. you'll never tell me, in my heart i know that it will never be heard. i'll never understand. i get the deepest feeling u wanna hate me, you wanna get rid of me far away from ur life. i'll never remind u again. sigh...